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July 10, 2021

A random note to self

I have a weird relationship with my belongings. I don’t like to own two similar objects, with the exception of clothes. When I buy something I already have, the old one has to go. I do this thinking it will help reduce the anxiety surrounding this aspect of my life. I have been struggling every time a move comes up, this usually involves flying back home from school abroad, or simply just packing up alone. I hate possessions, I hate going through them and feeling wasteful if I throw them away, I try to donate or sell them, but sometimes this is not always possible.